Last 5 Days
Faithless Jacob
1 Jacob went on his way, and the angels of God met him. 2 And when Jacob saw them he said, “This is God's camp!” So he called the name of that place Mahanaim.
3 And Jacob sent messengers before him to Esau his brother in the land of Seir, the country of Edom, 4 instructing them, “Thus you shall say to my lord Esau: Thus says your servant Jacob, ‘I have sojourned with Laban and stayed until now. 5 I have oxen, donkeys, flocks, male servants, and female servants. I have sent to tell my lord, in order that I may find favor in your sight.’”
6 And the messengers returned to Jacob, saying, “We came to your brother Esau, and he is coming to meet you, and there are four hundred men with him.” 7 Then Jacob was greatly afraid and distressed. He divided the people who were with him, and the flocks and herds and camels, into two camps, 8 thinking, “If Esau comes to the one camp and attacks it, then the camp that is left will escape.”
9 And Jacob said, “O God of my father Abraham and God of my father Isaac, O Lord who said to me, ‘Return to your country and to your kindred, that I may do you good,’ 10 I am not worthy of the least of all the deeds of steadfast love and all the faithfulness that you have shown to your servant, for with only my staff I crossed this Jordan, and now I have become two camps. 11 Please deliver me from the hand of my brother, from the hand of Esau, for I fear him, that he may come and attack me, the mothers with the children. 12 But you said, ‘I will surely do you good, and make your offspring as the sand of the sea, which cannot be numbered for multitude.’”
13 So he stayed there that night, and from what he had with him he took a present for his brother Esau, 14 two hundred female goats and twenty male goats, two hundred ewes and twenty rams, 15 thirty milking camels and their calves, forty cows and ten bulls, twenty female donkeys and ten male donkeys. 16 These he handed over to his servants, every drove by itself, and said to his servants, “Pass on ahead of me and put a space between drove and drove.” 17 He instructed the first, “When Esau my brother meets you and asks you, ‘To whom do you belong? Where are you going? And whose are these ahead of you?’ 18 then you shall say, ‘They belong to your servant Jacob. They are a present sent to my lord Esau. And moreover, he is behind us.’” 19 He likewise instructed the second and the third and all who followed the droves, “You shall say the same thing to Esau when you find him, 20 and you shall say, ‘Moreover, your servant Jacob is behind us.’” For he thought, “I may appease him with the present that goes ahead of me, and afterward I shall see his face. Perhaps he will accept me.” 21 So the present passed on ahead of him, and he himself stayed that night in the camp.
The last time Jacob gave a town a name was when he saw angels in his dream, and the LORD promised to protect him as he left Beersheba into Haran. As he left Haran into Beersheba this time, he saw angels again. Indeed, this would remind him of the last encounter and assure him that God would continue to be his protection. In fact, he had just experienced another protection from God when Laban caught up with him. All those experiences should be sufficient to assure Jacob that God would protect him from Esau. Yet, Jacob wanted to confirm that by sending a messenger to Esau. He instructed his messenger to Esau to present humbly before Esau so that he might forgive Jacob. Little did he expect that Esau would bring 400 men to meet him. His simple deduction was that his brother wanted to attack him. With that, he suddenly lost all his confidence in God and panicked. Immediately, he devised his strategy to try to please Esau with gifts. He also planned to escape by dividing his people into two groups.
What happened to his earlier vision and the encounter of God’s protection? Everything was gone. His human instinct took over the entire situation. Why did he change so quickly? The truth was he never actually trusted God. He leaned on his wisdom more than anything else.
Was that also how we usually react? We trusted our judgement more than God’s words or God’s assurance. We panic the moment things do not happen the way we want them. We begin planning ways to salvage the situation instead of going to God for help. Finally, we were lost.
Perhaps we should learn from the Psalmist to pause in a situation like this, focus on God, and know who God is. He created heaven and earth; is there any problem too difficult for him? Let us learn to trust him starting today. Put all our worries aside and come and seek His guidance in life. God bless!